damn my bad. lol i wonder how they did this…
there’s a big difference in having game & being sprung. please dont ever think you got it like that. snap snap niggga.
Haha LEGOS!!! always a kid at heart.
I would make childrens toys into something visually violent. :) I just thought this was funny.
I really don’t understand the language that most douche bags speak. It’s like WTF really did you just fucking say that outta ur fucking dumbass mouth? I swear niggas be saying anything thinking their tricks & ways with words is gonna work for every girl. You wouldn’t believe the shit that guys have said to me’ for the past 2 years that I’ve been single & just casually dating. Its fuckin ridiculous! Not every girl is focused on being in a relationship dude. And just cuz you were nice for the first hour of us kicking it doesn’t mean you can spend the night and get it in bitch. Sorry I’m not that kind of hoe you’re used to. This bitch has higher standards & morals.. & just because ur pretty damn fine, it still doesn’t compensate for the lack of intelligence & lack of sensitivity & emotions when we converse that I mostly look for… People are not who they say they are. You can look put together in pictures but trust me’ I’m good at reading people, ya don’t fool me..
Do you remember when you’d squeeze elmer’s glue on ur hand & try to peel it off when you were a little kid? Well this is what this picture is lol. I wanna be a little kid again. -__-
this year i would like to participate in marathons. ive always wanted to run in the marathons and always wanted to train but never had the balls to do it. this year is different. i plan on really doing this shit. i plan to quit smoking (with the exception of vegas of course lol) & watch the kind of foods that i eat starting today. hahaha because last night was horrible! lol this year is gonna be all about me. im just so excited for this year. =DD these are just a few of the goals that i would like to accomplish this year. the biggest one of them all would be completing the nike women’s marathon in october & finally graduating in december. god is good. life is good. love is good. haha whatever. i’m sooo on this life high it’s amazing.
Last night was the best way that ive ever spent celebrating new years eve! Me & some of the rudes went to the westin in union square. Definitely a night I will never forget.
2010 was my fuckin year man. I’m so thankful for everything & everyone that I’ve met & have gotten close to. Life is fucking amazing especially if you’re on this life journey with great friends. I could not have said goodbye to one of the greatest years of my life without my girls. I love them. They’re my fucking heart. My motivation, my life, my inspiration… Thank you sooo soooo sooo much!
2011, I’m fucking ready. I’m excited for Vegas! I’m excited for winter retreat/ winter conference. Jonnies baptism. Annual vacation trips with my girls. I’ll be graduating in the fall =) ahhh! This is going to be an amazing year, I can already feel it!!
Every time I go out I always feel so insecure about myself… It’s a fuckin tripp… It gets to the point where I question myself about how I look & if I’m the problem… & when people make it hella fuckin weird fa me it’s like WTF… Why do you feel sorrry for me? I swear people are so afraid to just be on their own. Why can’t I just want to dance by myself and enjoy good music without having people worrry that I’m feelin left out cuz no other dudes are dancing with me’… I just really hate the way drunk guys hold & touch me’… I feel so violated & that’s the reason why I’d rather dance alone asshole.
I always wondered what it was that made people so intimidated by me….
I feel like I’ve lost something… you know, that feeling when you’ve just watched a loved one lay in his or her coffin….Not completely grasping the reality of life and just in awe because everything at the moment seems so surreal? That’s how I’m feeling right now and I cant explain why. I just feel like I’m mourning for the dead but no one has passed away. Maybe I’m trippen? Or maybe apart of me’ just died inside? Idk I just feel like blaaaaah. & it’s fuckin 7:17am and I still haven’t slept. Drove to sj to sac to dc to sf & back but I’m still not tired….
